One more semester.
Then.
One hundred percent of me wants to pick up and move somewhere completely new. To experience life in a way I've never known. To meet people I've never dreamed existed. To fall effortlessly into my future. To discover all that God's plan for my life entails.
But.
One hundred percent of me wants to stay where I am. Too afraid to leave behind everything I know. Unwilling to leave everyone I love. Too timid to fight for an entirely new existence. Too scared of failure. Unwilling, or unable, to face the fact that I have to grow up. Now.
So.
How am I supposed to make a decision when I'm one hundred percent leaning towards leaving and one hundred percent leaning towards staying? How am I even capable of making a decision like this when I'm one hundred percent torn?
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